Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Move On!

I love reading books/novels and every-time I encountered the sentence "The 7 Stages of Grief" Its always puzzling to me because some author make as a joke, sarcastic remarks or even an expression, at those time I really dont pay attention to it  but when I always encountered it even in TV I tried searching it and read it, its  quite fascinating.

Sometimes I ask myself does some people really experience that stage and do they finished it until to the last? I even watched a Filipino series in our TV called MMK in ABS-CBN channel (Its a reality show) where she experience those stage (for her ex boyfriend) and its amazing! Her expression and attitude really fits the "The 7 Stages of Grief" its quite funny! And wondering could that happen to me also??.. ahahahah

And I can't even believe its really happening to me right now and I dont know what to feel.

"The 7 Stages of Grief"

You will probably react to learning of the loss with numbed disbelief. You may deny the reality of the loss at some level, in order to avoid the pain. Shock provides emotional protection from being overwhelmed all at once. This may last for weeks.

As the shock wears off, it is replaced with the suffering of unbelievable pain. Although excruciating and almost unbearable, it is important that you experience the pain fully, and not hide it, avoid it or escape from it with alcohol or drugs. 

You may have guilty feelings or remorse over things you did or didn't do with your loved one. Life feels chaotic and scary during this phase.

Frustration gives way to anger, and you may lash out and lay unwarranted blame for the death on someone else. Please try to control this, as permanent damage to your relationships may result. This is a time for the release of bottled up emotion. 

You may rail against fate, questioning "Why me?" You may also try to bargain in vain with the powers that be for a way out of your despair ("I will never drink again if you just bring him back")

Just when your friends may think you should be getting on with your life, a long period of sad reflection will likely overtake you. This is a normal stage of grief, so do not be "talked out of it" by well-meaning outsiders. Encouragement from others is not helpful to you during this stage of grieving.

During this time, you finally realize the true magnitude of your loss, and it depresses you. You may isolate yourself on purpose, reflect on things you did with your lost one, and focus on memories of the past. You may sense feelings of emptiness or despair.

As you start to adjust to life without your dear one, your life becomes a little calmer and more organized. Your physical symptoms lessen, and your "depression" begins to lift slightly.

As you become more functional, your mind starts working again, and you will find yourself seeking realistic solutions to problems posed by life without your loved one. You will start to work on practical and financial problems and reconstructing yourself and your life without him or her.

During this, the last of the seven stages in this grief model, you learn to accept and deal with the reality of your situation. Acceptance does not necessarily mean instant happiness. Given the pain and turmoil you have experienced, you can never return to the carefree, untroubled YOU that existed before this tragedy. But you will find a way forward.

You will start to look forward and actually plan things for the future. Eventually, you will be able to think about your lost loved one without pain; sadness, yes, but the wrenching pain will be gone. You will once again anticipate some good times to come, and yes, even find joy again in the experience of living.

You have made it through the 7 stages of grief.

The story

I can relate my life now on "The 7 Stages of Grief" it may not be the same meaning, and  I think the stage apply more on your beloved one, like I said mine is not for a beloved but for my friends whose not with me right now, and before I talked to them again after 3 months? 

"The 7 Stages of Grief" happened, where SHOCK & DENIAL that my best-friend doesn't like me anymore PAIN & GUILT where I can't see her anymore, cant chit-chat on little things for another semester of the school year, ANGER & BARGAINING where I blamed that specific 2 girls why we got separated and to my best-friend where she let this happening happened, "DEPRESSION", REFLECTION, LONELINESS where I'm really depressed that I want to see her everyday but I can't and I should have just talk to her heart to heart before I decide on things "alone" THE UPWARD TURN where I wont let little things bring me down and be brave even I'm alone right now RECONSTRUCTION & WORKING THROUGH "seeking realistic solutions to problems posed by life without your loved one" by studying hard and not being a worry-wart so I can pass this semester and lastly the ACCEPTANCE & HOPE I fully accept my current life (for now) without my best-friend and I'm hoping and planning to be with her next semester and I wound't let anyone get in my way whatever happened!

Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too. -Will Smith

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. -Buddha

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.- Unknown

Wednesday, August 6, 2014


Lucy is a 2014 French action film directed, written and edited by Luc Besson, and produced by Besson and Europacorp. The trailer released on July 25, 2014. The film was shot in Taipei, Paris and New York City. 

The stars characters are Scarlett Johansson along with Morgan Freeman.

Lucy is a 25-year-old American woman living and studying in Taipei, Taiwan. She is tricked into working as a drug mule by her new boyfriend, whose employer is a Korean mob boss and drug lord named Mr. Jang. Lucy delivers a briefcase to Mr. Jang containing a highly valuable synthetic drug called CPH4. Lucy is captured and a bag of the drug is forcibly sewn into Lucy's abdomen and that of others who will also transport the drug for sales in Europe. While Lucy is in captivity, one of her captors kicks her in the stomach, breaking the bag, releasing a large quantity of the drug into her system. As a result, she begins acquiring increasingly powerful mental talents and enhanced physical capabilities, such as absorbing information instantaneously, telekinesis, mental time travel, and can choose not to feel pain or other discomforts, in addition to other abilities. She kills off her present captors and escapes. (

Check the TRAILER

Showing in the Philippines was on 6 August 2014

Monday, August 4, 2014

Its your Day!

Hey Guys! Sup?~

Its a new update~ And I'm so excited to tell you about it.
Today is all about my new friend whose with me at my OJT.

And her name is Camille, she had her birthday at our office, 
and it turn out into a kiddie party because of her menu. ahaha,

Happy happy birthday Camille

Camille with the opening of gifts

 I'm happy for her, because the little event is successful and she receive alot of gifts and all the gifts are silly. And she had a habit of eating ketchup but only heinz of McDonalds, its like a candy to her. Just look at her its such a weird habit, and when we're eating lunch and our menu is fried, she always had a ketchup. hahaha, And she's really lucky cause there so many surprises for her. The hotdog and cake are from our Ma'ams & Sir's.

The Menu

 Look all the yummy foods isn't it yummy?~ so mouth watering.

Hotdog & marshmallow on stick

Tonang's Palabok

Goldilocks Chocolate Cake

Hotdog on stick

Homemade Spagetti

With camille

“Words are easy, like the wind; Faithful friends are hard to find.” 

Stay tune for the coming updates!

Saturday, August 2, 2014

Hello World!

Hey guys! whats up?! Its feel like ages since i got my blog
updated and I'm always so excited updating it!, Anyway so whats up with my life?, SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL I dont even have a social life! aauughhh, I'm so mentally, physically and emotionally tired, Its my 4th year collage now, and with all the Feasibility Study, COE, (Cooperative Education Industry) and every subject in school especially with our BL. (Business Law) I might just drop dead anytime now, I dont even have the time for myself and I'm so missing out the bonding with my little sister/family.

I been caught up with my CEO (OJT) that most of the time/day its what I do, Im satisfied with my OJT because I have an allowance It might not what I want as an OJT but its what lord gave to me when I really need it. 

And I'm wishing/hoping that I would have time updating now my blog because seriuosly I really miss blogging!

A little side track. ;D

I'm kind fan of Mirabella, its a teleserya  at ABS-CBN, Philippines.
Its showed every afternoon and I dont have a chance to watch it at TV 
because I always got home late, so I really watch it at IWantTV, 
and I always looking forward watching it! 

Its about an ugly girl who transform itself when shes wearing a flower at her hair.

And that flower (above) is that flower. 

"If you don’t like something, change it.  
If you can’t change it, change the way you think about it."

"Happiness is not determined by what’s happening around you, but rather what’s happening inside you. 
 Most people depend on others to gain happiness, but the truth is, it always comes from within."

"When you’re up, your friends know who you are.  
When you’re down, you know who your friends are."

See You Guys SOON!